2011..........

So we received an email from our agency last week that informed us that we should expect our referral in 2011. Yup, you read it right, 2011!!!!! As anyone can well imagine this is possibly the worst news to date. Brent and I have talked again in length of what we should do. I guess when you look at time lines for adoption in Canada, it's still better than that. We have to keep an open mind about this whole thing or we, really I, will loose it completely. I want to say THANKS to the girls, you know who you are!!!, for all you kind words. I know that if I need anything you are all there. Thanks for everything. Someday I'll figure out how to repay you all. In the meantime I guess some much needed renovations to our house are going to get done along with a few trips!!!!!

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Well here we are in 2008, who would've thought we'd still be waiting and will continue to wait for another year or more. I'm feeling pretty down today as I realize that 2008 will not be our year and 2009 most likely will not be either. It frustrates me to know that the wait will continue to get longer and longer and that our dream of completing our family will continue to get further and further away. It breaks my heart when Cole talks about his baby sister because he wants her to be here so much and asks alot why we haven't gone yet. I have a really hard time understanding it so how can I explain it to a 4 year old.
Anyway enough whining out of me, it won't change anything.
So heres to 2008 making dreams come true for our friends Angela & Bryan!!Can't wait to meet your Ella!